Really. Had an EKG and found out I have right bundle branch block. Genetically I am predisposed to heart disease, however the research says, "RBBB also commonly occurs in normal, healthy individuals, and the screening exam therefore often turns up no medical problems. In these cases, the RBBB has no apparent medical significance, and can be written off as a “normal variant,” and safely ignored." I know I'm a variant, but normal? Hehe.
Perhaps that’s why I’ve been feeling half-hearted lately. . .
Nicotine oh how I love you
Nicotine you give great dreams
You’re always there when I need a friend
Your smoke clouds the cares that nag at me
Nicotine you plug into the receptacles
Giving me pleasure
Killing me so
Lifting my woes
Prodding me on
Oh, nicotine how I abhor you
Your powerful pull makes me feel weak
Without you I want to burst at the seams
For now I’ll use replacements
To get your kick, your dreams
Until I can begin to let you go
Leave you behind
Like a long lost lover
Say goodbye to our life-long affair
Nicotine you’ve always been there for me
Nicotine you’re killing me.